This website is actually driving me mad at the moment. Not the website in general, I love to browse other people's art and leave comments, make collections and favourites... It's just the upkeep of my account. I feel like I should update more, with better things, but the feeling that I must update more often outweighs the desire to upload good material, therefore I am not very frequently satisfied with anything I post.
This is not a pressure I feel from others, this is a pressure I am putting on myself.
Also I know I don't update frequently anyway, but the feeling that I MUST OMG MUST UPDATE is there at all times and arrghgh.
Basically I am displeased with my gallery and I think I may have to take a break from DeviantArt for a while...
Like I said before, I put most of my drawings in storage. I have now stored a few other things. I don't really know what to do about my gallery - should it be left viewable while I'm not here?
I just literally need to go and draw my heart out, draw what I want, draw for me and improve until I am comfortable to share again. I don't want to draw solely with the intention of putting it up here. That's something I've had for quite a while and it really upsets me that I feel that way.
Whoooo.

i dunno.

I am really tired. I went to sleepat 7:30am yesterday. IDON'TEVENKNOWHOWIMANAGEDTHAT.
It's now 5:00am so I better sleep again. If it gets light out before I'm asleep tonight i am genuinely going to bawl. Birds singing before I've gone to sleep actually creeps me out an insane degree... I don't even know why!

So yeah.
I'll be going now.
Rah x